[ the other's covert defensive measures evaded him entirely. easily slipped through the imprecise grasp of his proverbial fingers; much like the minuscule grains of sand in an hour glass escape each sliver of space.
though, in defense of his ignorance, it wasn't as if yu's intentions explicitly did him any benefit in his present state. if anything, that vestige of good will was fragmented. a stark distance away from being actual benevolence or a basic act of kindness. or, for that matter, even a set position taken completely in his advantage. if anything, the reverse probably vertebrates in a manner more apt. after all, the deed would predominately be done... just to relieve yu's own involvement in the scenario. ease himself of the tension and pressure that would immutably be ignited in light of lavi's lapse of judgment.
not to say that it would occur, but it was... certainly a daunting possibility. also, calling it infeasible would have simply been a bold-faced lie. a fib without boundaries. a dishonesty revealed without an actual purpose. which, lavi... on principle wasn't too compelled with, and hence, he remained rightfully uncommitted. though, what he... irreversibly becomes fervently devoted to in its steed... probably didn't make the situation as a whole any better.
or even more transparent or intelligible. after all, either party casting their own fairly shaky forms of affection and skinship onto lenalee... probably wasn't anything unforeseen. but, this on the other hand... while, okay, not unpredictable, was far less... ???? yaoi??? idk?? either way, he slides in closer to yu. this time, touching end portion of his hair. it's a brief touch. he... examines it. still somehow attributing his newfound feelings on his hair. the convenient excuse for a very inconvenient truth. ]
Hm... [ he looks back towards him. his gaze seeming to burrow into him. ] I don't know, but... [ and it's here, in all his bookman incisiveness that he catches the look on the other male's features. ah!!! ] As I thought, you really are lookin' extra... [ ... girly?? feminine? perfectly his type?? ] something today. [ flawless dialogue.
but, despite him being complete with his idea, his hand remains. his distance also close knit per usual.
except, not exactly the same as usual because wtf is this feeling??? ]
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( july. ) group log
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though, in defense of his ignorance, it wasn't as if yu's intentions explicitly did him any benefit in his present state. if anything, that vestige of good will was fragmented. a stark distance away from being actual benevolence or a basic act of kindness. or, for that matter, even a set position taken completely in his advantage. if anything, the reverse probably vertebrates in a manner more apt. after all, the deed would predominately be done... just to relieve yu's own involvement in the scenario. ease himself of the tension and pressure that would immutably be ignited in light of lavi's lapse of judgment.
not to say that it would occur, but it was... certainly a daunting possibility. also, calling it infeasible would have simply been a bold-faced lie. a fib without boundaries. a dishonesty revealed without an actual purpose. which, lavi... on principle wasn't too compelled with, and hence, he remained rightfully uncommitted. though, what he... irreversibly becomes fervently devoted to in its steed... probably didn't make the situation as a whole any better.
or even more transparent or intelligible. after all, either party casting their own fairly shaky forms of affection and skinship onto lenalee... probably wasn't anything unforeseen. but, this on the other hand... while, okay, not unpredictable, was far less... ???? yaoi??? idk?? either way, he slides in closer to yu. this time, touching end portion of his hair. it's a brief touch. he... examines it. still somehow attributing his newfound feelings on his hair. the convenient excuse for a very inconvenient truth. ]
Hm... [ he looks back towards him. his gaze seeming to burrow into him. ] I don't know, but... [ and it's here, in all his bookman incisiveness that he catches the look on the other male's features. ah!!! ] As I thought, you really are lookin' extra... [ ... girly?? feminine? perfectly his type?? ] something today. [ flawless dialogue.
but, despite him being complete with his idea, his hand remains. his distance also close knit per usual.
except, not exactly the same as usual because wtf is this feeling??? ]